I have been sitting here for the last 3o minutes trying to figure out what it is that I could change, I honestly didn’t think it was going to be so hard. After thinking long and hard about this assignment I have come to realize that procrastination is my worst habit, as well as being on my cell phone all of the time. I don’t think anyone is as bad as I am, why do you think my blog assignment is barely getting done at 12:40 a.m? I am really trying to break myself from it but it is so hard! Especially with having ADD, I get distracted by EVERYTHING! Sometimes my little sister has to put me in check and make me do my homework because she notices how side tracked I get and how much I end up putting off things that need to be done. I know I can break myself of this terrible habit but am I actually willing to make that change? Yes, because I know if I wasn’t so bad then a lot of my school work, among other things, would be done with the greatest ability. I would get so much more done and my stress level would go way down because I wouldn’t have to worry about little things that could have easily been taken care of when they needed to be.
Now, my cell phone is a different story. This habit might be a little harder to break, I know I am on it way too much but I can’t seem to give it up. There are days that I don’t feel like texting anyone or talking on the phone but I am still constantly on, whether it be Instagram or my pregnancy app forums. The same reasons I need to change my procrastination habit are the same reasons I need to change my cell phone habit. I also text sometimes while driving which is the worst because I am putting myself, my unborn child, and others in danger. I just cannot stand hearing my phone *ding* and not check that text message and if I turn the sound off I am constantly thinking if I got a text message and end up looking at it anyway! Lately I have been getting pretty good at only checking my phone at stop signs or stop lights but I slip up every once in a while. Thats when it all goes back to managing usage, if I knew how to manage my cell phone use better and got used to leaving it alone for certain periods of time then I know leaving it alone while driving wouldn’t be a problem at all.